Title: Trusted
Series: Until You, Book Three
Author: Karrie Roman
Publisher: NineStar Press
Release Date: October 29, 2018
Heat Level: 3 - Some Sex
Pairing: Male/Male
Length: 84,100
Genre: Contemporary, bodyguards, hurt-comfort, grief, men with children, rescue operation, kidnapping
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Synopsis
Zach Piper has escaped his father’s cult
only to find himself in a world he doesn’t understand. Abused and neglected,
he’s grown up an outcast among outcasts. He has no business trusting anybody
after what he’s been through, but when Cameron Cronin takes him in and shows
him a world he never knew, he willingly hands over his trust. In Cameron he
finds honor and decency—someone who cares.
Cameron lives without love and he
prefers it that way. He never wants to fall in love again. The last man he
loved shattered Cameron’s heart as surely as his trust. When he takes in
much-younger Zach, who recently emerged from his own hell, he hears the
familiar whisper of long-dead feelings. But he doesn’t want to love. He cannot
trust he won’t be broken again if he does.
As time passes and the two men get to
know each other, Cameron’s feelings for Zach deepen whether he wants it or not.
But just when Cameron decides to trust in Zach, and act on the love he knows is
there, both of their pasts come storming back to threaten everything they’ve
built. When their lives hang in the balance they must trust each other enough
to get out alive.
Excerpt
Trusted
Karrie Roman © 2018
All Rights Reserved
Prologue
“Zach, stay there, honey.”
“But, Momma—”
“It’s okay. Momma’s, okay.”
Momma said she was okay and Momma didn’t
lie to him, but there was so much yelling and he was scared. How could she be
okay with all that yelling? He wanted to scream, but Momma told him to stay
real quiet. He wanted to go see what was happening, but Momma told him to stay
in the stream and finish washing. It sounded like Momma needed help. But he was
just a little boy and Father always told him he was no good at anything, so
what could he do to help anyway?
But she was his momma and she was the
only one who loved him.
That shouting was getting louder, but he
couldn’t hear Momma yelling back now; she was crying and making a funny noise.
He was going to go help; he didn’t care if Father said he was a useless little
shit. She was his momma. He looked down so he’d put his hand on the right rock
to hoist himself out of the water, but something was wrong. The clear water of
the stream was all red—the brightest red he’d ever seen.
Zach screamed.
Zach wasn’t sure if the scream in his
nightmare carried over into the real world—he hoped not. He sat quietly for a
moment, listening. He couldn’t hear anyone coming toward his room. Sweat danced
trails down his back and plastered his hair to his head. His body was working
through the last of the tremors as his breathing slowly calmed back to normal.
This wasn’t the first time he’d had this
nightmare, and it wouldn’t be the last. But it seemed worse this time, and Zach
couldn’t quite work out why. Perhaps it was the turmoil of the last few days.
Three days ago, Zach had fled his
father’s religious cult with two young girls, one a maybe fourteen-year-old
who’d been about to be forced into marriage with his father. The three of them
had almost literally crashed into two men, Ben and Ethan, who had been
searching for Ethan’s infant nieces. The little girls had been kidnapped by
their father and taken to the cult. It had all been such a mess, made even
worse by his father’s plans for the mass suicide of the cult members.
But he was safe; the girls were safe;
everyone was safe. Ben and Ethan and the FBI—they’d saved everybody.
Right now he was sleeping in the house
of Ben’s brother, Cameron. Cameron had also helped in their eventual rescue.
Just thinking about Cameron woke up the butterflies in his belly, causing them
to flutter around like crazy.
When he’d first encountered Ben out
there in the wild, he’d thought him beautiful—and then he’d seen him kissing
Ethan. Raised as he had been, secluded from the world in his father’s cult,
Zach had no idea men could be together in the same way the men had been with
the women of the cult. He hadn’t known such a thing was possible. Suddenly, the
way Zach had always watched the men of the cult with such fascination and
yearning had made sense. He finally made sense.
But all of that was nothing compared to
how his body had reacted when he had seen Cameron for the first time. Beautiful
hadn’t seemed a good enough word to describe Cameron. Zach didn’t even know of
a word that could define the perfection he saw in Cameron Cronin. All he could
think was how he wanted to press his lips to Cameron’s just like he’d seen Ben
do to Ethan.
For now, the remnants of the nightmare
clung to him, refusing to leave him in peace, so he knew he’d never get back to
sleep. In the past, there’d never been anyone to comfort him, no one for him to
go to for a few whispered words or a gentle touch to ease him through the
lingering terror, but tonight Cameron’s face flashed in his mind, so he pushed
the covers back to go in search of him. Everyone had been kind to him since his
escape, but there was something about Cameron, something he didn’t understand but
knew it made him feel good—safe—anyway.
As soon as he left his room, he noticed
lights toward the end of the long hallway and heard soft voices coming from the
same direction. Zach walked quietly, unsure of his welcome.
Four men sat in the room at the end of
the hall: Cameron, Ben, Ethan and the FBI agent who’d been in charge of the
raid on his father’s cult, Alec Banner. They were talking, and none of them
seemed to notice his arrival.
“Cameron,” he called softly. His voice
was so quiet he wasn’t even sure if Cameron would hear him from across the
room, but he must have because he jumped up from his seat, immediately striding
forward.
Zach’s tummy churned in that good way as
Cameron came toward him. Everything about him was so perfect. He was tall and
broad, thick muscles cording his arms and legs. He was so handsome. His face
looked hard, as if it had been chiseled from stone, all angles, but it was
stunning to look at. He had a bit of stubble covering his jaw, and Zach yearned
to scrub his fingers over it just to see if it scratched his skin like he
thought it would. Cameron’s pale-blue eyes never wavered as he watched Zach
with concern.
“You okay, Zach?”
“Only a nightmare,” he replied, nodding
his head.
“Do you want to sit with us for a
while?” Cameron asked and Zach looked over his shoulder at the other men,
shifting his gaze to each of them.
“No, that’s okay. I just…needed to know
you were here.” His words sounded pathetic to his own ear, but he saw only
concern in Cameron’s gaze.
Cameron reached out an arm as though he
was going to touch him and then just as quickly pulled it back. “I’m right
here, Zach. I’m not going anywhere…you’re not alone anymore.”
Zach nodded, suddenly embarrassed a
dream had chased him out here to these men like a frightened child. He nodded
and turned to walk back to his room.
When he got there, he pulled his
blankets onto the floor, hoping the familiar hardness of the ground would help
him sleep. Comfort wasn’t something he was used to.
Cameron had told him he wasn’t going
anywhere. He’d also offered for Zach to stay here with him until he got himself
sorted out. The rest of the cult members were staying together. They’d set up a
campsite just outside of town until the FBI had interviewed them all, but Zach
didn’t want to go with them. He’d always been invisible to most members of the
cult—an outcast even among outcasts.
Zach had accepted Cameron’s offer
because he’d need help learning how to live in this strange new world he’d been
dumped in. He’d lived on the periphery growing up, knowing there was another
world there but not really understanding it. Hushed and whispered conversations
of the decadence and sinfulness of the world had often reached his ears. Awed
stories about televisions and phones and other such evil inventions of mankind
had often enthralled him. Regardless of the threads of knowledge he had,
though, he really knew so little of this world he’d suddenly been thrust into
since his escape. And with his father arrested and the cult disbanded, there
was no going back behind the closed walls of their commune. He’d have to find
his way in this world, and he’d have to find it alone—or perhaps not as alone
as he’d thought, if Cameron was truthful with him.
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Meet the Author
Karrie lives in Australia’s sunshine state with her husband and two sons, though she hates the sun with a passion. She dreams of one day living in the wettest and coldest habitable place she can find. She has been writing stories in her head for years but has finally managed to pull the words out of her head and share them with others. She spends her days trying to type her stories on the computer without disturbing her beloved cat Lu curled up on the keyboard. She probably reads far too much.Website | Twitter | eMail
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