Length: 150 pages - 52000 words
Cover Artist: Kathryn Bone
Editor: Tricia Kristufek
Current Edition: First - Independently published – December 18, 2020
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Adam’s fears of pairing are valid, but if he doesn’t get past them, he’ll lose his best friend’s love forever.
About Because I Want To
Omega Adam and Alpha Matt have been best friends all their lives. Matt has been there for Adam from his first heat. They’ve never been apart and Adam has never considered being with another person. So, it confuses Matt when Adam refuses to allow Matt to bite and pair with him.
Adam has seen for himself what happens when an alpha leaves his paired omega, when his mother went through the excruciating pain of a new alpha bite. Knowing his best friend as well as he does, he knows that if Matt ever bit and paired with him, Matt would never leave and consign Adam to the pain of a new bite or a life without sex. But Adam knows that it wouldn’t matter how Matt felt, he’d stay even if he felt trapped by the situation, making them both miserable and hurting Matt badly.
When Adam finds himself pregnant with Matt’s baby, he panics. All his attempts to keep Matt from getting trapped have been useless. With no idea what to do, he ends up hurting Matt anyway. If he doesn’t come to terms soon with his fears, he could find himself completely alone and losing the only person he’s ever loved.
An Excerpt from Because I Want To
Adam finally finished the sandwich and opened the bottle of water. While he drank, he picked up the remote control and flipped through stations until he found an old Hitchcock movie. They weren’t his favorites. He still got creeped out if too many birds gathered in one place, and he refused to watch Psycho because he didn’t want to have to take baths for the rest of his life. But he’d seen bits of this one before, and Jimmy Stewart and Grace Kelly were certainly good actors.
Rear Window helped get Adam’s mind off things for a little while. It helped that he couldn’t pause the movie, so he managed to actively watch through the whole thing. By the time the credits were rolling, however, the itch was already starting to come back. Checking the clock, Adam groaned when he realized he still had another couple of hours before he could take his medicine.
Resigning himself to a serious masturbation session, Adam settled back onto the bed. He had plenty of his own natural lubrication, but when it came to stroking his dick, having extra never hurt. He popped the cap and poured some lube into his hand, then tossed the bottle aside.
Closing his eyes, he let himself imagine Matt’s naked body, the feel of Matt’s thick cock filling him. He indulged himself in fantasies of that dick belonging to him. It was something he could let himself pretend in times like this. He’d never tell Matt about it, though. That would only give Matt more reason to push for them to pair, so he’d keep it to himself.
Because Adam’s fears of tying his best friend to him—no, trapping that best friend, a best friend who didn’t love him the way a bonded mate should—wouldn’t go away. He couldn’t bring himself to want anyone else either. So the best thing he could do would be to keep up with the Sepel and give Matt what he could, what Matt would want: his body.
Since he didn’t want Adam’s heart.
About The Author
Grace Duncan grew up with a wild imagination. She told stories from an early age – many of which got her into trouble. Eventually, she learned to channel that imagination into less troublesome areas, including fanfiction, which is what has led her to writing male/male erotica.
As someone who loves to travel and see new places, Grace has lived all over the United States. She has currently set up camp in East Texas with her husband and children - both the human and furry kind.
As one of those rare creatures who loves research, Grace can get lost for hours on the internet, reading up on any number of strange and different topics. She can also be found writing fanfiction, reading fantasy, crime, suspense, romance and other erotica or even dabbling in art.
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