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Tuesday, April 16, 2019

Galen's Redemption by Parker Williams - Blog Tour with Guest Post, Excerpt, and Giveaway



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Book Title: Galen’s Redemption (Links in the Chain #2)

Author: Parker Williams

Publisher: Dreamspinner Press

Cover Artist: Reese Dante

Genre/s: Contemporary MM Romance

Trope/s: Hurt/comfort, learning to love

Themes: Forgiveness for oneself and for others

Heat Rating: 3 flames 

Length: 92 660 words

Release Date: April 16, 2019




Blurb

A Links in the Chain Story

A rich man is about to set foot into an unknown world, while a Good Samaritan fears he’ll have to close the charity he’s spent his life building. Poised to lose it all, they might find what they need most in each other.

Son of a wealthy importer, Galen Merriweather lives to broker deals, and he’s damn good at it. But it’s getting harder to ignore the kind of man his father is—a man who would pay Galen’s brother’s lover to leave… a man who’d demand Galen retrieve a quarter-million-dollar check from a struggling homeless shelter.

Robert Kotke knows the money is too good to be true, but it’s a godsend that could help so many people. Still, he hands it over when Galen shows up. But he isn’t done with Galen yet, and he’s going to challenge everything Galen ever believed.

Galen will face an impossible decision: the redemption he’s come to realize he wants, or the life he’d always dreamed of.


 


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LATE JUNE 2018

THE PEOPLE milling around at the coffeepot scattered when Galen Merriweather stormed into Primal Imports and headed for his office. He’d gone to see his brother, Lincoln, at Park View, the diner he owned, to tell him about the betrayal of Noel Simmons, Lincoln’s lover. When his father had offered Noel a quarter of a million dollars to walk away so Lincoln would be forced to come back to the family business, Galen had been incensed. Their old man had pulled some shady crap over the years, but this was a new low, even for him.

His personal assistant, Olivia, greeted him with a warm smile when he stepped through the door. “Good afternoon, Mr. Merriweather.”

Galen sneered at her and stomped into his office, slamming the door as he did. He dropped into the stylish leather chair that sat behind the imposingly large oak desk, wondering why the hell he’d bothered to talk to Lincoln at all. His feelings about Galen had been made perfectly clear when he chose that… person over his own family.

Plus, what was up with their father? His private investigator had somehow acquired pictures of Lincoln from a BDSM club he’d frequented at some point in his storied past. They showed Lincoln and some of the submissives he’d played with at the clubs. It turned Galen’s stomach to see. Not that he had a problem with BDSM. The problem was how his father had gone about it. The guys in the pictures were innocent, but anyone could clearly see who they were. Galen had to wonder if the PI had stolen the pictures or had worked out a deal with a club owner.

Either way, the whole thing stunk, and Galen hated the thought that he’d done nothing but sit there as his father rode roughshod over Noel. He had to admit, the way Noel had played his father was masterful, and there wasn’t a doubt in Galen’s mind that when he found out, his father’s retribution would be swift.

Galen didn’t like Noel, but he had to respect the ginormous set of balls he obviously had.

Still, what the fuck was up with his father? He’d seen the man pull some awful shit, but this? It went way beyond the pale, even for him. Galen’s ire rose as he thought about how any hope of Lincoln coming back to Primal had now been dashed, and all because their father was a total asshole.

When his phone rang, Galen took a moment to compose himself, then answered it without checking to see who it was.

Big mistake.

“Primal Imports, this is Galen. How can I help you?”

“Hey, Gale.”

Galen groaned. Andy might be the closest thing he had to a friend, but Galen couldn’t muster the energy to talk to him now. Best to find out what he wanted, then politely get rid of him. “What can I do for you, Andy?”

“Don’t be like that. We haven’t talked in weeks.” If it was possible to pout over the phone, Andy was doing so. “How come you haven’t called me? Last time I saw you was at Tyler’s party, when you were puking your guts out, and he was—”

“It’s been hectic here. Was there something you needed?” Keeping the conversation focused was the only way Galen would get off the phone sometime today.

“YP is having strippers tonight. I thought we could go.”

Not just no. Hell no. The last time he’d gone to a bar with Andy, Galen had been forced to duck out the back when he thought he saw someone from the office walk in. While Lincoln was out and proud, Galen was firmly rooted in the closet, and that was the way it was going to stay. Having already borne witness to the disappointment of Lincoln’s “lifestyle,” as their father called it, Galen had no intention of being on the receiving end of that treatment. How the family friends discussed Lincoln was bad, but hearing it from his father was infinitely worse.

“Michael is going to be there. He’s been asking about you.”

Galen’s stomach knotted. Michael had been a one-night stand about a year ago. Galen wouldn’t deny he enjoyed the sex, but he would say Michael’s crude behavior made it obvious the man should never be seen in the light of day, and he certainly would never fit in at family affairs. No, with his oversized muscles, gruff voice, and arrogance, Michael would be more likely to fit in at Lincoln’s diner.

“No, but thank you for asking. I—”

The door to his office was flung open so hard, it bounced off the dark wood panels and caused Galen to flinch.

“I have to go.”

“But—”

Andy’s protests were cut short as Galen hung up the phone. His father stomped in, a sneer on his face. He stalked over to Galen, put his palms flat on the desk, and leaned in close. “Explain this… mess to me.”

What was there to explain? Noel had played them big-time. His father’s reaction came as no surprise. Jonathan Merriweather was no one’s fool. In all of his dealings, he made it very clear what was expected of people. He used it against them, more often than not, as a means of acquiring their business. Galen had enjoyed observing his father’s cutthroat tactics. Seeing men who thought they had power brought to their knees because of some slight slip of the tongue had been fascinating to watch, and Galen had taken those lessons to heart. Father wasn’t happy about having them turned against him.

“Simmons played you, Father. He followed your instructions to the exact letter, and after he had the check in hand, he left.”

“He’s still here. I’m not a stupid man, Galen. I had Tate follow him. He went back to the diner. We had an agreement, and the little shit took the money.”

“The office, Father. He left the office. You weren’t specific enough about what you wanted from him, and he used it against you. As there were no contracts signed, the only thing you have is a verbal agreement, which could be argued in court. I can’t believe you showed him pictures of Lincoln with his… whatever.”

Nostrils flaring, Galen’s father stood to his full six-foot, six-inch height. “Don’t question how I do things, Galen.”

Galen wanted the chair to swallow him whole. His father’s glower never failed to make him feel small and helpless. He’d gotten Galen to fall in line ever since he was a child, simply by turning it on him. “No, of course not, sir.”

His father splayed his fingers on the desk and leaned forward, his gaze locked with Galen’s. “I’ve already spoken with Lincoln, and do you know the bastard laughed at me? I want you to get that money back. I don’t care what you need to do, but no one cheats me. Do you understand?”

“Why not just cancel the check?”

His father sneered. “Because I want you to put the fear of God into all of them. They need to learn not to screw with me. Do you think you’re able to handle this?”

Galen stiffened his spine. “Yes, of course.”

“I’m going to sue that little shit into the ground.”

“Maybe it would be best if—”

His father’s expression was ice-cold. “When I want your opinion, I’ll ask. Until then, keep it to yourself and do as you’re told.” He turned on his heel and huffed like a bull as he barreled out the open door.

Galen leaned back and ran a hand through his hair. God, the old man was a prick. He’d never been a nurturing person, leaving that to Galen and Lincoln’s nanny. Of course, they never lasted long either. As soon as either he or Lincoln began to feel close, they’d be terminated and someone new would be brought in. Galen was never sure if it was because their father wanted to control his sons or if he’d been screwing the nanny and was done with her.

The sad thing was that his mother was every bit as bad. She’d had affairs with the chauffeur, one of the cooks, and if rumor was to be believed, she’d even bedded a few maids. She wasn’t discriminating about who she had sex with, nor was she shy about sniffing around them when his father was nearby. But in public, they were one big, happy family.

Yeah, he knew what a fucked-up life he led, but he couldn’t complain too much. He had money, power, and when his father retired—God, let it be soon—he would take over the company. Pity Lincoln didn’t want anything to do with it. The two of them together could rule their empire with an iron fist.

His phone rang, and this time he glanced at the caller ID. With a sigh, he picked up. “Sorry, Andy. I had someone come into the office.”

“You hung up on me. Do you know how rude that is?”

“I said I was sorry. What more can I do?”

“Come out tonight. You can buy me a drink, we can dance, watch the strippers, have a good time, and maybe we’ll even get lucky.”

It had been better than three months since Galen got laid, and his ass clenched at the thought. Still, he’d been given a task by his father, and he needed to get on that right away.

“Tonight’s not good. Are you willing to give me a rain check?”

When Andy gave that weary, put-upon sigh, Galen knew he was going to give in. He always did, just because he didn’t want to hear Andy—

“Just one drink, Gale. Please?”

—whine. He knew he was going to regret it, but really, what could one drink hurt? And it wasn’t like the job was his life or anything.

“One drink, one dance. Then I have to go.”

“Oh, goody!”

Galen shook his head. This had bad idea written all over it.



THE ANNOYING ringtone on the phone dragged Galen out of a drunken stupor. He glanced over at the clock and groaned. Nearly 4:00 a.m., and he was still wasted.

Despite the fact he’d repeatedly said he had to go, Andy had kept plying him with drinks, and like an idiot, Galen drank them. When someone took his hand and dragged him along, Galen stumbled onto the dance floor, where hot, sweaty men surrounded him, their skin glistening under the pulsating lights. He remembered a mouth on him, sucking at his chest. When he tried to push the person away, they sank to their knees, undid his zipper, and right there in the middle of the club, they’d gone down on him. It was such a shock, and Galen knew he ought to run, but the mouth was hot and wet and Galen was horny, so he grabbed the head and thrust in deep. As he fucked the guy’s mouth, other hands pulled down Galen’s pants. Something cold and wet touched his ass, and Galen shivered. The guy blowing him chuckled. The sound of foil ripping told Galen what was about to happen. The man blowing him pulled off and Galen was urged down to his knees. Without preamble, a thick cock pushed inside him in one stroke, burying to the hilt. Galen moaned. It had been so fucking long.

The man who’d been sucking him stretched out, his legs spread, holding his cock in his hand. He gripped Galen’s hair and pulled it toward his crotch. Galen opened wide, allowing the head to slide into his mouth. The guy locked both hands on Galen’s head, forcing him to take the considerable length.

“Good ass?”

A slap to his cheek made Galen yelp, as much as he could with a mouthful of cock.

“Fuck yeah.”

They weren’t gentle at all, and Galen didn’t care. He’d never been spit-roasted before, and he was in heaven. Two men, each using Galen to satisfy their needs, not caring about him. This was what he wanted—no, this was what he needed. He had a hard job, a shitty family, and no one gave a fuck about him.

He wondered what his old man would say if he could see him now.

The man who he was sucking began to grunt, shoving Galen’s head down hard, forcing him to open up his throat. “Gonna come.” His voice was a growl, which inflamed Galen’s senses. “Fuck, this guy can suck a cock.”

“Yeah, I’m gonna seed his ass.”

The talk was filthy, and they were treating Galen like he was a hooker or something. He didn’t care. They still treated him better than his father.

The music volume kicked up a notch, and the words and grunts were drowned out by a thumping bass that went through Galen’s body. A hand reached down and grabbed his dick, jacking it while the guy at his head shot into Galen’s mouth. He swallowed it down, delighting in the musky flavor.

As soon as Galen had swallowed it all, the guy stood up, patted his head, said thanks, then disappeared back into the crowd. When the other guy pulled out, Galen felt empty. He smacked Galen on the ass before he, too, left.

Galen wasn’t sure why, but his whole world turned upside down after that. He pulled his pants up and lurched back to the bar, where he ordered another drink, downed it in one go, then stumbled out of the place.

The ringing phone was like a drumbeat in his head. He reached over to the nightstand and grabbed it. There were six missed calls from Andy. And now he was calling again. Might as well get it over with.

“What’s going on?”

“You tell me, stud.” There was a teasing quality to Andy’s voice that unsettled Galen even more.

“What are you talking about?” Galen’s stomach rolled over, and he got up and swayed a bit before he was able to get his balance. His bladder was screaming at him, so Galen figured he should listen for a change. He moved from his bedroom to the living room.

“Your little act on the floor. It was hotter than hell, and your fans wanted to know where you went and when the next show is. Shit, the Xtube video has nine thousand views already, and it was only posted a few hours ago. You, my friend, are going to be a star. Who the hell knew you had it in you? Well, I guess we all did, since we watched.”

Galen’s stomach lurched and he threw his phone onto the couch, then ran to the bathroom, dropped to his knees, and tossed his cookies. How had this gone so wrong? The old man had gotten pictures of Lincoln somehow. What would happen if he somehow saw this video? Shit, Galen’s life could well and truly be over. After discovering his father had hired a private detective to track down information on Noel, Galen could imagine him having people scour the internet to dig up dirt on both his sons. He had no idea to what end, but seeing how he had attempted to blackmail Lincoln, tried to pay Noel to leave, and how angry he’d gotten over a little nobody like Noel getting the better of him? What would happen if he learned both of his sons were queer?

Shit. Shit shit shit.

Galen swiped a hand over his mouth, stood, and trudged to the sink. He didn’t even need the mirror to know he looked like shit. Still, he wanted to see just how bad it was. Sunken cheeks, bloodshot gray eyes, and his dark hair was greasy. Galen could smell the smoke clinging to him. Even his normally tanned skin was sallow. He turned away. That was definitely not the image he needed to present when he went into work. He took a shower and brushed his teeth, then shuffled into the kitchen where he grabbed a coffee pod and started a pot. His phone rang from the other room, but Galen didn’t want to answer it. He wanted—needed—to put the whole thing out of his mind. It was a nightmare; that’s all it had been.

But despite the drinks at the bar and the beers he’d downed after he got home, Galen remembered some of it. Their hands on him, their cocks inside him. The taste, their forcefulness, the way they’d treated him. If anyone else had done that, Galen would have thrown a fit, but those two men? Galen realized he was nothing more than a hole for them to use, but that was okay. They saw him at least. He snorted, because apparently the whole world was now seeing him. One night fucked up everything, and Galen’s dreams were crumbling to dust before him.

His only hope—and that wasn’t saying much—was to get the money back from the shelter Noel said he’d given it to. If Galen could show his father he could be as cutthroat and ruthless as the old man, maybe it would go a long way toward helping him out of this damned mess.

One thing was certain: he sure as hell wasn’t going out with Andy again.

No matter how good it felt.





Good day, Wicked people! I’ve been asked which character or couple has been my favorite to write and why. Now, I’m not sure if that means on my own or the books I wrote with K.C. Wells, so I’m going to answer both.

Personal favorite:
My personal favorite story couple was Matt and Charlie from Runner. Matt needed stability in his life after an attack left him a shell of himself. Charlie was looking for something in his life that was just his. The two of them never should have worked. Matt suffered from PTSD and a debilitating fear of people, which explained why he’d moved so far out of town. Charlie had just walked out on his cheating lover, who he thought he was going to ask to marry him and fled to a small town where he could get himself together.

The Runner title comes from the fact that Charlie starts to run on Matt’s dead end road, every day at the same time. At first, Matt’s terrified, because he doesn’t understand why this guy is coming on a road that leads nowhere. But as the days and weeks go by, Matt gets used to seeing the runner, and comes to expect him. One day, after a threat by Matt’s brother, he has to say hello to Charlie. That leads the two of them to form an unusual friendship, which Matt comes to treasure. Everything is going well until the day comes that Charlie doesn’t show up. Matt doesn’t know what to do, so he calls his brother who tells him Charlie’s been in an accident.

For me, this story was something special. I asked a friend whose son deals with some of the issues that Charlie does, and she said I hit it right. That meant the world to me. But Charlie, being kind and patient, pulls Matt out of his self-imposed isolation and reminds him there is a whole world out there that he needs to be part of.

And that’s why Matt and Charlie are my favorite couple in the books I’ve written. (Codicil: I’ve got a new book with Dreamspinner called Stained Hearts. The two men in that book could easily become my favorites. It’s book three of the Links in the Chain series, of which Galen’s Redemption is book two.)

Now, my favorite characters that we’ve cowritten? That’s another tale entirely!
It’s no contest for me. As much as I want to say it’s Scott and Ben from our first book, I’m afraid those boys had stiff competition (giggles) from Rob and Vic in An Unlocked Mind. Why? Well, lemme tell ya!

My very first K.C. Wells book was An Unlocked Heart. I loved it, loved Alex, loved Leo, loved Thomas… Who did I hate? Rob. He was a huge brat and pain in the ass to his brother Alex. Blackmail, extortion, threats. I begged K.C. to tell me that Rob was getting a book where he’d meet a Dom who would straighten him out. Alas, she said she had no plans for it. I was shattered. Then when we started writing the Secrets series, she said in her very coy way, “You know…Since this is a new series, we could do a book for Rob.”

Well, let me tell you, my heart sang at those words! We just had to figure out how and why. The story centers around Rob who has been harboring this crushing weight since Alex left home. There’s a secret that Rob has that’s tearing him apart. It’s what causes him to leave Manchester and travel to a BDSM club in London, wanting to prove that Alex is wrong, that you can’t find love in a club like that.

Vic Prentiss is a big, bald bear of a man. When he gets to Secrets, he is literally run into by a smart mouthed young man who calls him a poof. He tells the kid to run along, and he does. Only now Vic’s mood is ruined, and he decides to go home. While he’s driving he sees that mouthy young man now battling the elements as he walks down the street with no jacket on. Conscience leads Vic to stop and pick Rob up, where he learns that there’s more to Rob than he ever imagined could be possible.

Rob was destined to be different than any other submissive we’ve ever written about; a fact that many people loved about him.

So that’s my two favorite couples. I hope that tells you a bit about the books and my tastes in men. (Questionable at best, I know.)



About the Author 

Parker Williams began to write as a teen, but never showed his work to anyone. As he grew older, he drifted away from writing, but his love of the written word moved him to reading. A chance encounter with an author changed the course of his life as she encouraged him to never give up on a dream. With the help of some amazing friends, he rediscovered the joy of writing, thanks to a community of writers who have become his family.

Parker firmly believes in love, but is also of the opinion that anything worth having requires work and sacrifice (plus a little hurt and angst, too). The course of love is never a smooth one, and happily-ever-after always has a price tag.


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Friday, July 13, 2018

Pursuing Happiness by Jessie Pinkham - Blog Tour with Excerpt and Author Interview


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Book Title: Pursuing Happiness

Author: Jessie Pinkham

Publisher: Jessie Pinkham

Cover Artist: Katia V. Michelet

Release Date: July 12, 2018

Genre/s romance, contemporary, gay

Length: 53,000 words 




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A repressive childhood casts long shadows.

Growing up in a reactionary religious household left Matt Aldridge socially inept and woefully underprepared for life in the wider world. He’s still trying to figure himself out when he meets his hunky new neighbor, Collin Moravec. Matt likes him at first sight, and miraculously, Collin feels the same.

When his cousin Levi shows up needing a home, Matt doesn’t hesitate to take him in, even as it throws his own world into disarray. He’s determined to save his younger cousin some of the struggles he faced. But taking on this responsibility brings up old anxieties, and in his terror of failing Levi, Matt pushes Collin away. He has to move beyond his fearful upbringing once and for all, or he’s going to end up miserable – and alone.


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“Now, about that sexual to-do list. I’m dying to know what’s on it.”

An adorable blush blossomed on Matt’s cheeks. “I think there’s a lot of potential for fun with a can of whipped cream.”

“I’m completely on board with that.”

Finally Matt relaxed. “You’re a very good boyfriend,” he remarked.

Collin figured that meant he’d said the right thing. Good. He took Matt’s hand and laced their fingers together. “So are you, and if I hadn’t already known that my coworkers made sure to tell me yesterday.”

“How did the grant application turn out?”

“Well, it doesn’t scream ‘thrown together at the last minute,’ so it could be a lot worse.”

“I know nothing about grants,” said Matt, “but I have plenty of personal experience in the red parts of the state, where you said you want to do outreach. Maybe this is weird pillow talk, but…”

Collin interrupted. “Our pillow talk can be whatever we want.”

“Okay. Have you considered how much tougher it will be to go out and talk about LGBT acceptance with people in very conservative areas? I mean really thought about the ruling mindset there?”

They certainly weren’t going in blind. Regardless he wanted to hear Matt’s opinion, if for no other reason than to understand his boyfriend a little better. “We expect to be called a lot more nasty slurs.”

“That’s obvious. It’s not just the insults, though. The thing is that a lot of these people – not all, but a definite majority – are not even going to consider what you have to say. The religiously inclined, which again will be a good percentage, will consider it a given that you’ve been deceived by Satan. So there’s no reason for them to even consider what you have to say, see? Anything they don’t like can easily be written off as inspired by Satan. It’s a very neat system if you don’t like thinking too hard. And it makes us very easy scapegoats for anyone, religious or not, who doesn’t like how the world is changing.”

“There are going to be some people who remain homophobic no matter what we say or do,” acknowledged Collin.

“Some might become more tolerant with personal contact, when the LGBT community isn’t something abstract and instead they know someone who isn’t heterosexual. Then there are the people like my family.”

“Bastards. But we know that. What we want to do, at the very least, is give some hope to LGBT people who feel isolated.”

“They certainly need it. Here’s the thing, though. It’s easy to be anonymous in the city. People can go to Ted’s Place without anyone they know having a clue about their visit to an LGBT center. In rural areas it’s not the same. If somebody stops to talk with you or takes pamphlets or whatever you’re doing for outreach, they’ll be recognized and before long half the town will know. The smaller the community, the worse it gets in that regard.” Matt sighed. “I’m not trying to discourage you, I’m just being realistic. I would never have dared talk with anyone doing LGBT outreach. Far too dangerous.”

“That’s depressing. It’s good to know, though. Obviously this has to factor into our plans.” He lacked ideas on how to work around this very serious roadblock. Well, Rome wasn’t built in a day. Collin would share this perspective with his colleagues and go from there. “Any suggestions for us to get around that?”

“I’m afraid I don’t have any brilliant solutions. The internet is good. My family was unusually restrictive in that area, but it probably helps a lot of other kids. Just keep in mind that in some of these conservative areas, you’ll be entering enemy territory.”

“War metaphors?”

“Not a metaphor. They will literally see you as the enemy. Inspired by Satan, remember? It’s spiritual warfare and you’re the advanced guard. That’s how a lot of people will see you.”

“Damn,” said Collin. He imagined an army wearing sparkly rainbow uniforms, armed with lube and condoms, maybe doing something stereotypical like singing show tunes. “Here I thought I just wanted people to live in a way that makes them happy, and now I find out I’m in Satan’s gay army.”

Matt frowned. “I’m serious, Collin.”

Oops. His last comment had clearly been too flippant. “Sorry. I was going for lightening the mood with humor but clearly missed the mark. This is important to know. And honestly, it speaks to how strong you are that you were able to escape that.”

“I’m not sure being kicked out counts as escaping.”

“You could’ve gone to conversion therapy, pretended to be cured, and lived the rest of your life miserable and accepted by your family. You chose the harder option.”

“True,” said Matt. “Totally worth it.”

Collin traced random patterns on his boyfriend’s chest. “I’m glad to hear it. If you didn’t think it was worth it after that blowjob, I’d have done something terribly wrong.”

This time Matt let him lighten the mood. He winked and said, “No worries there.”

“That’s a relief.”

“You know that saying about praise going to your head? They’re talking about the head on top of your neck.”

“How do you know?” countered Collin.

Matt opened his mouth to protest, then paused. A second later he admitted, “That’s actually a good question.”

Score one for being a smartass.

About the Author

Jessie writes M/M romance and loves a rich fictional universe as much as a good happy ending. Her published works include the novel Survivorsand the Tea and Empathy series, and her work has been included in anthologies by Evernight Publishing and JMS Books.

She's usually writing more than one new book at a time, and frequently rushing out at the last minute because she got lost in her own fictional world.


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The figure from history you would most like to buy a pie and a pint…

So, nerdy history grad alert here. I’m going to say Otto von Bismarck. He was such an accomplished and somewhat enigmatic statesman, and he had a huge influence on late 19th century European history. What he pulled off is truly astounding, and I always love to learn how and why the world got to be the way it is now.

The piece of wisdom you would pass onto a child…

I would say not to worry about what other people think. I wasted a lot of time in middle school trying to get the popular kids to like me, and they weren’t even nice girls. However, this is hardly new advice, and I think everyone has to learn it for themselves, judging by how many of us failed to heed this wisdom coming from our elders.

The treasured item you lost and wish you could have again…

I’ve never lost something so irreplaceable that I’m still pining for it. However, when I was a kid one of my Little House on the Prairie books vanished, and I could never find a replacement with a cover as nice. (Mary had a bright purple dress which I loved. Odd the details which stick with us.) Years later I’m still perplexed as to where it ended up.

The crime you would commit knowing you could get away with it…

Hmm, this isn’t going to turn into self-incrimination, is it? If I could somehow hack into all databases and erase every last record of student loan debt, that would be amazing. It’s a huge albatross around my neck and the necks of so many others, and it’s draining billions of dollars which could otherwise be entering the economy.

The philosophy that underpins your life…

It’s too short to compromise myself to keep other people happy. I grew up in a family where that was expected, and I’m so over it. I enjoy my life much more now that I’m living it for myself, not conforming to someone else’s expectations.

The character you enjoyed writing the most…

I loved writing Collin in Pursuing Happiness. He’s fond of smartass comments, which are a blast to come up with. Sometimes it took a while to get the remarks perfected, but it was a fun process.

The character you found difficult to write…

Matt was all over the place in terms of how easy he was to write, and parts of his story were difficult because it was like holding up a mirror which magnified my own flaws. I actually took a break from this manuscript for many months and let it sit while I wrote less personal tales.

So, some passages came very naturally because they were me pouring out the challenges of moving on from religious abuse and a toxic family, and other parts were much harder as they required me stepping back and looking more objectively. At some point a story has to become its own entity, distinct from whatever experiences may have inspired it, and that detachment can be tricky when a character is very close to the author’s heart.

The book you enjoyed planning/writing the most…

Planning, hah. I am a pantser through and through; if I had to have a complete outline before I started writing, I’d never have finished a single story in my life.

My short story “$250,000 Love,” part of Evernight Publishing’s Lawless Anthology: Manlove Edition, was a blast to write. I’d never even considered creating an antihero before, so I started writing the story as a challenge to myself and a way to push my boundaries as an author. It was a useful exercise in that regard, because I think it’s always good to take steps out of our comfort zones. Once I came up with the premise, I had a lot of fun with my unrepentant mobster MC, Mal, who thinks laws are for people too weak of will to protect themselves any other way.

And the promo…

Pursuing Happiness is, at its core, about a man wrestling with his demons. Matt was raised in a reactionary religious, homophobic environment, and that kind of upbringing has a lot of lasting impacts. It’s an entirely different mindset, and not easily abandoned. You don’t go right into happily ever after when you have such a childhood, and I wanted to explore the process of moving beyond a repressive childhood to a fulfilling adult life.

My hope, beyond telling a compelling story, is that readers come away with a little more understanding about how a reactionary and isolating childhood can play out, and how fear serves to paralyze people who might otherwise abandon that lifestyle as adults. It’s not just the religious aspect in and of itself which is problematic; it’s also the lack of social interaction. Matt is inept when it comes to interpersonal skills because he didn’t grow up interacting with anyone outside his family. This is a massive disadvantage in life.

From the beginning it was obvious to me that Matt would have a pet, but it took some time and research to decide exactly what animal. I didn’t want him to have the usual cat or dog. His pet needed to be less common than those while still friendly and happy with human contact. Plus, it couldn’t be too exotic and expensive, because Matt is on a limited budget. I decided a bearded dragon fit the bill. They’re sociable and like to interact with humans, even if the care is more than I’d want to take on. This was confirmed not long ago when I took my nephew to the insectarium and we saw a bearded dragon chowing down on live roaches. (Great for a little boy, if something Aunt Jessie could’ve lived without witnessing.) They are fascinating creatures, though, and I think Dex is perfect for Matt.


I love the cover for this book. While Pursuing Happiness isn’t a sweet romance, it’s not all about the sex, either, so I wanted a cover which would convey romance and personal growth, not a half-naked hunk conveying “read this for the sex!” Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy a nice half-naked hunk very much, but it’s not this book. I think it helps that the artist read the first draft, so she knew the feel of the story and captured it beautifully. 

About the Author


Jessie writes M/M romance and loves a rich fictional universe as much as a good happy ending. Her published works include the novel Survivors and the Tea and Empathy series, and her work has been included in anthologies by Evernight Publishing and JMS Books.

She's usually writing more than one new book at a time, and frequently rushing out at the last minute because she got lost in her own fictional world.

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Thursday, February 15, 2018

Get Off My Runway by Shane Morton - Spotlight Post on the Resist and Triumph Blog Tour




Blurb

As 2017 opened, the United States took several steps back in the progress toward equality. In response, a group of authors has stepped up to offer positive stories of hope and love. In an effort to help fight and support those groups who are facing even greater challenges, we wrote these stories to offer a small amount of aid.

Stories of hope, resistance, and ultimately triumph fill the pages of this anthology.

All proceeds of the anthology go to The Trevor Project and GLAAD to help fight the effects of the dark times we’re facing.

Buy Link

https://www.amazon.com/Resist-Triumph-Grace-R-Duncan-ebook/dp/B078NKHVCK/

Book Excerpt (Get Off of My Runway)

“Have you lost your mind, Timmy,” Lily said as she popped a tater tot into her mouth. It was Wednesday and the cafeteria smelled of french fries. It was everyone’s favorite lunch choice. “This is seriously a bad idea. No one here is that well-adjusted. Seriously.”
“Look, I know it’s a long shot, but I am tired of this shit.” I was pissed off, because again this semester we were doing another musical that was female driven. Its my senior year and last semester the theatre department did, My Name Is Alice. There were only girls in the cast. It wasn’t fair. I had finally hit my threshold of tolerance. This semester we would be performing Gypsy. I loved that musical. I just didn’t like the boys’ parts in it. “I swear I am literally going to explode.”
“Yeah, I get that, I do, and you should totally talk to Mrs. Lovett about it,” she said as she chowed down. It always kind of grossed me out a little. She had braces and talked with her mouth full.
“Sure,” I said throwing my hands up in the air, exasperated at what she considered the best way to handle it. “And do you know what she will do? She will tell me that I need to be a team player.” I had previously spoken to Mrs. Lovett about my theatrical concerns before. They fell on deaf ears. “How am I going to get into NYU or UCLA with crappy roles?”
“I know,” she whined, sitting her fork down and leaning onto the table. She was getting serious. “But, maybe, you could just try a little harder. Make the role something better than it is. I mean, everyone knows that you are the best in the school. What does Tony say?”
Tony was my boyfriend. We had been dating for the last year and he was always the assistant director for our school’s shows. Mrs. Lovett adored him.
“He can’t help me,” I pouted “Besides, I can out sing and out dance any of those girls.”
“But you are not a girl,” she gasped. “Unless you are trying to tell me you are Trans and I am being a horrible friend. Is that what you are telling me?” The look on her face was priceless. I had to force myself not to mess with her.
“I have blue hair, Lily,” I said seriously. “I like my blue hair. I like being a boy.  We talk all the time in society about roles and where we fit into them. Well, why can’t I decide where I fit? Why can’t a boy audition for a girl’s role? This school sucks.”
“That I agree with.” She crossed her arms defensively. She knew I was right. “Okay, so you’re right,” she huffed. I told you she knew. “You can audition for whatever you want. If she will let you. You should talk to Sam. He would be able to give you better insight than me.”
She was right. Sam was what I liked to call a swishy sister. The halls of Hell High were his personal runway and he could give a shit. Sam was great. He always had a huge smile on his face and was one of the nicest people I knew. People called him Sassy Sammy. It started out as a slur in middle school, and he turned it into a badge of honor. He was president of the GSA in our school and captain of the debate team. I made a mental note to talk to him as soon as I could find a moment away from prying eyes. He might have some insight into my apparent bad idea.
I found Sam in the library. He worked there in fourth period and loved it. I knew trying to talk to him in his sacred place was a bad idea.
“What?” he asked cattily. I know I’d said he was usually smiling, but I apparently caught him in an off moment.
“Can we talk for a second,” I whispered. I wasn’t afraid for people to know my plan, but I was afraid of the librarian. She had a reputation for being a hard ass.
“I really don’t think now is a very good time, Timmy. I have to put all these stupid books back into circulation,” he said, gesturing to the four books that were lying on the desk in front of him.
“Are you serious, right now?” I replied, trying to throw a little shade his way.
“Whatever,” he said as he grabbed a book and headed towards the stacks. “Well, are you coming?” he said as he pivoted back toward me.
“Yeah, sure,” I said, following him past poetry and into the biography section. “I wanted to ask your opinion about something. Wow, did someone read that?” I gestured to the copy of The Art of the Deal by Donald Trump he was holding in his hand.
“Welcome to Republicanville, Timmy. Have a great time here. Of course some idiot read this. And you can just stop, Lily told me,” he said, whipping around to face me. “Seriously, have you lost your fucking mind? People will lose their shit over this.” So, I was the reason he was not smiling.
“Okay, so it might be a terrible idea. But that doesn’t necessarily mean I shouldn’t do it, Sam.” I tried to sound confident. It would have worked if my voice didn’t crack.
“Whoa, girl,” he said with his finger in my face. It was very diva of him. “I don’t think you have the capital at this school to pull off something of this magnitude. Mrs. Lovett will never allow it, and what of poor Janice? You know she has been excited about this all week.”
“Do you want to hear Janice sing?” I asked, scoffing at him.
“Of course not, she is the bad audition on American Idol. But she’s a girl. You are a boy. And don’t even think about playing the transgender card with me, because you are not,” he said as condescendingly as possible. Being a debater he was really good at it.
“But,” I started.
“No buts. If this was Porgy and Bess would you think it’s okay for you to play Porgy? A black man?” he said knowingly.
“Of course not. I couldn’t be Kim in Miss Saigon either because I am not Asian. However, Momma Rose is usually played by a white woman and I am—” He cut me off again.
“A woman. She is a woman and you are,” he said, trying to lead me towards his logic.
“An actor,” I said stubbornly. “Who can play Momma Rose. Do you agree that I would be the best Rose?”
“Probably,” he shrugged.
“So if it is based on talent, I should get the part?” I said twisting his logic around to fit my needs.
“Probably,” he said getting even more annoyed at me.
“Look, I just think that the odds are stacked against me in this school whenever it comes to the theatre program. There are more girls and they choose plays that are tailored to the girls here instead of the boys. I sat on the sidelines through the pitchiest musical I have ever heard this fall, and I’ll be damned if I’m going to do it again,” I said getting fired up. “If I choose to audition for only the role of Rose, then I should have that right. Right?”
“Well yes.” He shook his head. “But Mrs. Lovett also has the right to not cast you.”
“Well that I don’t agree with,” I said sliding down the wall and landing next to a Britney Spears biography that hadn’t been read in a decade. “If I give the best audition, why shouldn’t I be cast?”
“I find it strange that I have to tell you where we live, Timmy,” he said as he sat down across from me, looking over his shoulder to see if the librarian noticed us having a heated conversation. “This is a very small town, with small minded people who already have a hard time dealing with the fact that there are gay people in their midst. Getting the GSA in this school was a battle at the time, did you know that? The churches and the school board were against it, and it took a few very brave people to stand up and make it happen. They were ostracized at first and belittled and probably beaten up, Timmy. But they did it, so you and I didn’t have to. So we could be a little safer and happier than they were. So we could be having a discussion about you wearing a teddy and prancing around on stage. You would be spitting in their eye.”
“I would be picking the mantle up and taking us to the next level,” I said. “Maybe?”
“This isn’t about advancing a cause Timmy. This is about your own ego,” he said, standing up, signaling that this discussion was over. We were lucky, the librarian had just noticed us.



Hello everyone!

I am so excited about our charity compilation, Resist and Triumph! GLAAD and The Trevor Project our organizations that are close to my heart. I used to be on the TV and film nomination committee at GLAAD for many years. The work they do is important and creates change in our world by having strong visibility and representation of LGBT characters and news stories to teach and enlighten society. As for the work that The Trevor Project accomplishes daily I am astounded. The helplines alone save lives every day. Supporting these two worthy organizations was an easy choice for me.

My short story, Get Off of My Runway is about a small group of high school students who affect change in their community by standing up and being their authentic selves during a school production of Gypsy. It is loosely based on my old high school in Kentucky. The microcosm of a small town is always my favorite place to set a story. In Kentucky, your choice of church can affect your social standing, well at least in my small town. The churches hold great power there and the people of the community listen more to the pulpit than they do to each other. Don’t get me wrong. I am proud of where I came from and I love it greatly. I also could not wait to leave.

Being gay there was not easy. I hope that today the LGBT youth have an easier time than my generation did. I hope that the visibility of those who came before them has transitioned the minds and feelings of the masses. I hope.

AND, I hope that you like the compilation of short stories that was collected for this book. There are a wide variety of stories and themes and the editors did a great job putting it all together. Enjoy and listen to the soundtrack to Gypsy as you read. It’s a great musical and the idea of a high school doing it is quite funny to me. This is the first YA story I have ever written. I do not think it will be my last.

Writing is one of the ways that I can resist. Stand up. Be vocal. Resist. Triumph!

ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Shane K Morton lives in California with his husband Jody and their fur baby Slayer. His novel’s The Trouble With Off-Campus Housing,Private Waterloos and The Year of the Cock as well as his short stories Ginger In The City & And We Call It Bella Notte are available on Amazon. When not writing, Shane can be found at a film festival or performing cabaret somewhere in a dark dive bar in LA. To learn more about Shane, or even message him, check out his website at www.ShaneKMorton.com

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Tuesday, February 13, 2018

Cam Boy by Quinn Anderson - Blog Tour with Author Guest Post and Giveaway



Thanks for joining me on my book tour! I’m Quinn Anderson, author of On Solid Ground and All of the Above. I’m here to share some inside information about Cam Boy, coming out on February 12th, my 28th birthday! Stay tuned to hear about the friend who inspired this novel, fun facts, and more about the characters. Leave comments on the tour posts for a chance to win a $10 Riptide Publishing gift card!

About Cam Boy

Their chemistry is undeniable, but he knows better than to mix business with pleasure.

After years of making minimum wage, twenty-one-year-old Josh Clemmons may have found his salvation. Murmur Inc., a local adult entertainment company, is hosting auditions for new performers, and Josh has been invited to try out. If he can make it as a porn star, he can kiss his money troubles goodbye.

Mike Harwood is a loud-and-proud professional adult entertainer. In the past three years, he’s starred in dozens of films, and he’s very good at what he does. But as focused as he’s been on work, he’s neglected everything else, including his love life. He’s so used to faking attraction, he can no longer tell when something real is staring him in the face.

Josh gets the job, but when porn fails to live up to the fantasy, he quits to do cam work instead. But he can’t stop thinking about the one scene he filmed, and the captivating man he filmed it with. Their chemistry is undeniable, but Mike knows better than to mix business with pleasure. Then again, with true love on the line, this unorthodox office romance may need a second take.


About Murmur Inc.


Murmur Inc.—one of L.A.’s premier adult entertainment companies—prides itself on delivering sex that’s not only hot but high-quality. For decades, they’ve been delighting their rabid fanbase with porn with actual plots, rich fantasies, and stars that boast both good looks and business savvy. And above all else, they employ beautiful people of every shape, size, color, and orientation.

There’s no shortage of talent wandering Murmur Inc’s halls, and oddly enough, no shortage of romance simmering behind the scenes. Murmur Inc. takes mixing business with pleasure to new levels. Want an inside look at the personal lives of Murmur Inc’s hottest stars? No subscription necessary.




STI positivity

Cam Boy is an extremely light, funny, and fun novel, but it also deals with some major stigmas. Obviously, the entirety of the Murmur Inc. series has touched on discrimination faced by sex workers, both within the industry and elsewhere. But Cam Boy took that one step further by talking about one of the biggest taboos associated with sex work: Sexually Transmitted Infections.

In some places, I use the term STIs in my story instead of STDs because it’s more accurate. Not all STIs become diseases, or can be classified as such, so it’s a broader term that’s becoming more widely used. The difference is pretty simple: AIDS is an STD because it’s a disease, but HIV is an STI because it’s not.

In my research for this novel, two things became abundantly clear for me: one, there’s a lot people don’t know about STIs, and two, people sometimes like to pretend like they don’t exist, which doesn’t help anyone understand them better.

In my book, it was important for me to tackle this subject with realism but also without stigma. Obviously, in the fantasy context of my story, my characters could only contract an STI or STD if I wrote it, so there’s a level of safety there, but I wanted to include frank conversations about the risks that didn’t make it seem like STIs are an inevitable part of being a sex worker and/or being gay.

I also wanted to make it clear that medical science has come so far. It’s realistic to freak out when you think you might have encountered an STI, but they’re also not the death sentence they were back in the eighties. It was important for me to have my characters think to themselves, ‘Okay, so if I do have an STI, it’s not the end of the world. I can lead a healthy, long life, and this won’t mean no one will ever love me.’

Instrumental to this narrative were several friends of mine who are living with HIV, herpes, and other STIs. They helped me understand how ridiculous and outdated the stigma is, and how surprisingly often it appears. Even saying you’re “clean” instead of “negative” demonstrates a bias against people with STIs.

In short, I did my best to take a serious subject and unpack it in a fun and respectful way. When people read my books, I want them to be entertained, but I also want to impart something deeper. With this book, I think the social commentary works to add realism and show what sort of people my characters are, especially in terms of how they react to stress.

About Quinn Anderson

Quinn Anderson is an alumna of the University of Dublin in Ireland and has a master’s degree in psychology. She wrote her dissertation on sexuality in popular literature and continues to explore evolving themes in erotica in her professional life.

A nerd extraordinaire, she was raised on an unhealthy diet of video games, anime, pop culture, and comics from infancy. Her girlfriend swears her sense of humor is just one big Joss Whedon reference. She stays true to her nerd roots in writing and in life, and frequently draws inspiration from her many fandoms, which include Yuri on Ice, Harry Potter, Star Wars, Buffy, and more. Growing up, while most of her friends were fighting evil by moonlight, Anderson was kamehameha-ing her way through all the shounen anime she could get her hands on. You will often find her interacting with fellow fans online and offline via conventions and Tumblr, and she is happy to talk about anything from nerd life to writing tips. She has attended conventions on three separate continents and now considers herself a career geek. She advises anyone who attends pop culture events in the UK to watch out for Weeping Angels, as they are everywhere. If you’re at an event, and you see a 6’2” redhead wandering around with a vague look on her face, that’s probably her.

Her favorite authors include J.K. Rowling, Gail Carson Levine, Libba Bray, and Tamora Pierce. When she’s not writing, she enjoys traveling, cooking, spending too much time on the internet, playing fetch with her cat, screwing the rules, watching Markiplier play games she’s too scared to play herself, and catching ’em all.

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Giveaway

To celebrate the release of Cam Boy, one lucky winner will receive a $10 Riptide credit! Leave a comment with your contact info to enter the contest. Entries close at midnight, Eastern time, on February 17, 2017. Contest is NOT restricted to U.S. entries. Thanks for following the tour, and don’t forget to leave your contact info!