Title: Sons of Rome
Author: Karrie Roman
Publisher: NineStar Press
Release Date: October 28, 2019
Heat Level: 3 - Some Sex
Pairing: Male/Male
Length: 77300
Genre: Historical, LGBT, PTSD, soldiers, military, age gap, disabilities, war, ancient Rome, virgins
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Synopsis
9CE Germania
Battle weary and fearless Centurion
Drusus Tuscus has only three more years in the Roman Legions and then he can
return home to the mother and young brother he was forced to leave behind seventeen
summers ago. Drusus has suffered much during his years in the Legions: defeats,
fallen comrades and excruciating wounds, but this time the stakes are so much
higher. As he prepares to lead his warriors from the safety of their winter
base, across the Rhine into the wilds of Germania, he awaits the arrival of new
recruits to bolster his century. With these men he will face the ferocious
barbarian tribes, many still chafing under the yoke of Roman subjugation.
When his friend and Optio returns with
the new men, two faces in the crowd change everything for Drusus. His brother,
long lost to him and now a man, stands before him and he brings with him a
friend, a man named Caius. A man who stirs the long dead fires of Drusus’s
heart. Two men, neither of whom Drusus is willing to lose to a barbarian blade.
As the campaign begins, whispers of
betrayal and rebellion stoke a fear in Drusus, especially as his arrogant
commander refuses to take heed of the warnings. As catastrophe stalks their
footsteps Drusus must balance his duty to Rome with his love for Caius. He will
give everything he has to save his beloved brother, and Caius, the man who has
stolen his heart.
Two lives that mean more to Drusus than
his own.
Excerpt
Sons of Rome
Karrie Roman © 2019
All Rights Reserved
Prologue
8 BCE
Of the many things he would miss about
his life, Drusus could not decide which he would yearn for most—his mother’s
sweet smiles or his baby brother’s happy babbling. Of course, he loved the land
around his family’s farm and would miss the beasts as well as the hard, honest
work he toiled at day after day. But his family? Oh gods, how he would miss
them.
Only two years ago, having barely
reached his eighteenth summer, Drusus had become head of his family after the
death of his father. Little Calpurnius, his brother, was barely two summers
into his life then, having come along as a great surprise to his parents after
many years of failed attempts at a second child. With his loveable nature and
adorable face, Calpurnius had easily become the light of the Tuscus family. The
time between Calpurnius’s birth and the death of his father had been a happy
time for Drusus’s family.
“Drusus, you take too much time,” his
mother called.
Agrippina Tuscus was devastated by the
loss of her husband, and now, so soon after, she was losing her eldest son to
the Emperor’s legions. Drusus had been conscripted. They’d always known it a
possibility—more of a certainty—but, nonetheless, Drusus and his mother felt
the blow when they finally came for him.
Drusus was not a coward, and he had
little fear of battle. He dreaded leaving his mother and little Calpurnius
though. They had slaves to tend the farm, and he knew each of them to be loyal.
But there was no man of blood here, no Roman man left behind to defend what was
left of his family should the need arise. And his family in danger scared him
more than any battle could.
“I am taking the land into memory,
Mother, so I will not forget what I am fighting for,” he answered as his mother
came to stand beside him. Drusus was an unusually tall man who stood above most
but towered over his diminutive mother. She looked so fragile beside him, and
yet he’d seen her turn into the lioness when the need arose, especially in the
care of her children.
“You fight for Roma, son. For Roma’s
glory and honour. For Emperor Augustus.”
“I fight for you and Calpurnius too. I
fight to keep you safe. I fight for this.” He spread his arms wide and cast
them over the panorama of their land: the rolling green hills heavy with
wandering sheep, snow-peaked mountains far in the distance, cypress trees
swaying gently in the breeze. The wildflowers were due to bloom soon, bringing
with them their honeyed fragrance as well as the chirps of a thousand cicadas.
He’d miss it all. The aroma of Cassia’s
bread as it baked on the hearth, and even the dry dirt that needed tilling for
seeding—and got everywhere—would be missed. The melodious banter of slaves as
they worked at the jobs he should be doing were it not for his conscription,
the bleat of the sheep, the low calls of the cattle in the field: he’d miss
everything. Wherever he went, he’d experience similar sights and sounds, but
they wouldn’t be home.
“I would have you stay, Drusus.”
“I cannot, Mother. It is a citizen’s
duty to fight with the legions for Roma.” He pressed a tender kiss into her
hair, the scent of olive oil and farm life potent in the strands.
“I know, son. I speak selfishly. I will
miss you though. It will be many years before you return. Little Cal will not
know his brother.” For twenty years, his life would belong to Roma; he’d be nothing
more than another body in the cog keeping the Roman war machine turning.
Drusus saw his mother turn her gaze to
where Calpurnius was playing with one of his kittens—exactly as he did—at the
mention of his beloved brother. He watched the boy’s cherubic face light up in
fits of giggles as the kitten rolled playfully all over him. With Cal’s white
curls framing his pinked cheeks, he had the look of a god. All who met
Calpurnius fell for his charms.
“Pray the gods I make it home before he
is sent to the legions.” Drusus flinched at his thoughtless words, knowing they
would cause his mother more pain.
As a true Roman woman, his mother
ignored his insensitive words, stoically bearing Drusus’s departure instead.
“Be safe, Drusus. And do not fear for those of us left behind.”
His mother wrapped her arms around him
and held tight. Drusus mirrored her actions, doing his best not to think this
may be the last time he held her—saw her. His sweet, kind mother.
He eventually pulled away and took her
face in his hands, his gaze intent on her as he did his best to brand her image
into his memory. Her dark curls and gentle eyes, the crinkles at the corner of
them from years of laughter, her sun-kissed skin. She was still a beauty, even
though youth had passed her. He had hopes she would find a good man to marry
her one day soon, but he knew his father held her heart even from the
afterlife.
Calpurnius was playing with his kitten
when Drusus took leave of his mother and went in search of him for their
goodbyes. He wasn’t sure Cal comprehended what was happening. The little boy
understood Drusus was going away, but the idea of twenty years meant nothing to
a child of four. Drusus wondered how long it might take for Cal to stop
thinking every day maybe this would be the one his brother returned. How long
before Cal forgot him entirely?
“Dru, kitten scratched my arm.”
Calpurnius thrust his arm out to show him the offending wound as he approached.
His little lip quivered as he looked at the tiny knots of blood left in the
wake of the little cat’s sharp claws.
Drusus kneeled before his brother and
scooped him into his arms. He kissed the scratch repeatedly until Calpurnius
finally giggled and pushed him away.
“Kitten was only playing, Cal. He did
not realise how sharp his claws are or how fragile your skin is.”
“You go now?”
“Yes, Cal. It is time for me to go.” He
pressed a kiss into soft curls. “I want you to remember you are a Roman man.
Earn your honour through your duty to Roma and your family. Treat others well,
Calpurnius, and you will make our father proud.”
Calpurnius nodded, clearly intuiting
this was an important moment but not understanding why. Drusus seared his mind
with this image, too, as his little brother watched him with large blue eyes
burning with trust and love.
“I will miss you, little one. Always
remember somewhere in the world you have a brother who loves you.”
“You come back?” Calpurnius’s tiny hands
rested on his cheeks, pushing them and pursing Drusus’s lips as Cal loved to
do. Drusus was willing to give anything right then not to have to go. He understood
his obligation to Roma, but the ache in his chest was making leaving to
complete his duty so difficult. He’d be gone for so long.
“One day, Cal. Give your brother a kiss
before I go,” he requested. Calpurnius dutifully delivered a sloppy kiss to each
cheek before Drusus leaned forward and blew into the side of his neck, making
the noise that so amused the little ones. He set his brother on his feet and
patted his bottom. “Off you go now, and find your kitten. Be good to our
mother, Cal. Her heart aches today.”
Drusus watched him for a moment before
he turned and walked away from everyone and everything he’d ever known without
looking back. He feared if he did so his feet would stop carrying him to the
road he must now travel. He didn’t know which legion he’d be sent to or what
part of the world he’d be shedding blood and tears in. All he knew was the ache
in his own chest at leaving was so painful and crippling that surely no wound
he might suffer in battle could ever be worse.
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