Title: Big Man
Author: Matthew J. Metzger
Publisher: NineStar Press
Release Date: April 9, 2018
Heat Level: 2 - Fade to Black Sex
Pairing: Male/Male
Length: 58100
Genre: Contemporary, LGBT, contemporary, YA, coming-of-age, bisexual, trans, high school, sports/martial arts, depression/grieving, #ownvoices
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Synopsis
Max Farrier wanted to follow in the
family footsteps and join the Navy once, but he’s better off focusing on just
surviving his last year of school and going to work in Aunt Donna’s shop once
it’s over.
After an incident at school puts Max in
the hospital, Aunt Donna’s had enough. She signs him up for private lessons at
a Muay Thai gym. Boxing—she says—will change everything.
But it’s not boxing that starts to poke
holes in Max’s stupor—it’s his sparring partner. Cian is fifty percent mouth,
fifty percent attitude, and isn’t afraid to go toe-to-toe with a bully in the
street. Cian takes what he wants, and doesn’t let anyone stand in his way—not
even himself.
Excerpt
Big Man
Matthew J. Metzger © 2018
All Rights Reserved
Prologue
This was how everything started—on a
Friday afternoon, at the very end of school, three days into the summer term
and in the middle of an unreasonable, unseasonable heatwave. It had been a
Friday like any other until Tom Fallowfield stuck his boot in.
Literally.
It went a bit like this, to Max’s
admittedly patchy memory of the entire incident.
At three thirty-one, the bell rang, and
he was dismissed out of his maths class. Friday was a notorious day for people
being bored and at a loose end, so Max had (as was his habit) hurried off to
his locker to try to get out of school before anyone caught up to him.
At three thirty-six, Max reached his
locker. His fingers fumbled with the lock in a hurry, the metal loose in his
grip because it was so ridiculously hot. Sweat was dampening the hair at his
temples.
At three thirty-eight, his fingers
slipped on the waxy cover of his geography textbook and sent the whole pile
tumbling to the floor.
And at three thirty-eight and a half, a
dirty Adidas trainer pressed down on said textbook just as Max reached for it.
That was kind of when Max knew he was a
bit fucked.
“All right, Fatso?”
He didn’t have to look up. The trainer
narrowed it down to one of two people who would stomp on the textbook he was
trying to pick up, and the deep, drawling voice—like some villain out of a
film—narrowed it down to one. Jazz Coles. And Jazz Coles was bad news.
Max swallowed convulsively and gathered
the rest of his things to his chest protectively. He staggered back to his feet
and turned to shove them all back in his locker. His hands were shaking. There
was sweat breaking out on the backs of his thighs and under his arms, pooling
in the joints and fleshy bits.
“Oi. You gone deaf, Fatso? All that
grease clogged your ears?”
“M’just in a hurry, Jazz,” he mumbled.
“You what?”
“I said I’m just in a hurry,” he said a
bit louder and squashed his other books into the locker haphazardly. The
corridor was slowly emptying, and the emptier it got, the faster his heart was
beating.
“You’re fucking rude, you are. You ought
to look at someone when he’s talking to you. You want Tom to teach you some
manners? Tom’s good with manners.”
“Sorry,” Max mumbled, turning hastily
before the threat could be carried out. The metal of his locker bit
uncomfortably into his back, pressing grooves into his skin, and he could feel
his shirt beginning to stick to him. “I’m in a rush, that’s all.”
All three of them were there. Jazz
Coles, Aidan Hooper, and Tom Fallowfield. Fallowfield was in Max’s year, the
other two the year above. They went to some football club or something
together—Max wasn’t sure. All he knew was that Jazz was the clever one, with
the orders and the insults, while Aidan was the sidekick who screeched like a
hyena and kept them supplied in fags and weed on a regular basis from his older
brother’s grow. And Tom…
Tom was the dangerous one. When the
insults stopped, Tom started. And nobody wanted Tom to start anything.
“Not got time to talk to us, then?” Jazz
drawled. “Why’s that? You busy?”
“I—yes. Yes, just busy, that’s all, busy
weekend…”
“Busy doing what? Got a new girlfriend?”
Tom snorted. Aidan cackled and said,
“Eurgh, Jazz, man, I’ll bring up my lunch.”
“Imagine that sweaty sack of lard
slithering and grunting on some poor girl. You’d crush her, wouldn’t you,
Farrier?”
Max’s face heated up, and his hair stuck
to his scalp. He could faintly smell his own underarms, and the metal gluing
shirt to back was beginning to heat up too, at Jazz’s cool, slow delivery.
“Fatso Farrier, the flat-fucker. ’Cause
that’s what she’d be once you were done. Best stick to boys, yeah? Let your
boyfriend fuck you, then nobody’ll suffocate.”
“I don’t have a girlfriend. Or a
boyfriend.”
“Would you like one?”
“I—no, I, uh—”
“Just as well,” Jazz continued blithely.
“Nobody has a drowning-in-folds fetish. So if it’s not a girlfriend or a
boyfriend with some sick kinks, why’re you too busy to talk to us?”
The corridor was empty. Max started to
panic.
“Answer me, Farrier!”
“I—just—plans, you know, plans…”
“What plans? Sale on at Greggs?” Jazz
asked. “New bakery opened up? Or is Mummy taking pity on her lonely little
wobblebottom, and baked you a chocolate cake?”
Aidan gave a whooping cackle, and Jazz
kicked the forgotten geography book towards Max. It skittered across the dusty
floor, hitting Max’s shoe with a dull thump.
“Best not leave that here,” Jazz said.
Hands in his pockets, pale face regarding him through narrowed blue eyes, he
looked calculating—and Max couldn’t figure out what he was calculating. “Oi!
Fatso! Pick it up, then.”
“Thank you,” Max mumbled, hoping it
would buy him a bit of a reprieve from…whatever Jazz was planning, and stooped
to pick it up. His fingers scrabbled uselessly on the plastic cover, wet with
anxiety.
“Thank you?” Jazz echoed. “Very polite,
Fatso. Might want to make it sound fucking sincere next time.”
“Here, Jazz, fancy a game?”
That deep rumble was the only warning
Max got before Tom’s boot—because of course Tom, totally mad, sadistic Tom
Fallowfield, wore boots to school on a regular basis—connected with the side of
his head.
Hard.
Max would have liked to say that pain
exploded in his head, that he saw visions of God or heard the heavenly choir,
that it was like dropping into a Tim Burton movie.
Actually, he just heard a massive bang.
And then he woke up in the back of an
ambulance and knew he was in deep shit.
That was how it started.
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Meet the Author
Matthew J. Metzger is an ace, trans author posing as a functional human being in the wilds of Yorkshire, England. Although mainly a writer of contemporary, working-class romance, he also strays into fantasy when the mood strikes. Whatever the genre, the focus is inevitably on queer characters and their relationships, be they familial, platonic, sexual, or romantic.When not crunching numbers at his day job, or writing books by night, Matthew can be found tweeting from the gym, being used as a pillow by his cat, or trying to keep his website in some semblance of order.
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