Title: Life Underwater
Author: Matthew J. Metzger
Publisher: NineStar Press
Release Date: October 22, 2018
Heat Level: 1 - No Sex
Pairing: Male/Male
Length: 55300
Genre: Contemporary, contemporary, academia, trans, non-binary, agender, asexual, interracial/intercultural, disability/phobia, family issues, #ownvoices
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Synopsis
Ashraf never thought he could fall in
love. So when he falls hard and fast for marine biologist Jamie Singer, it’s a
shock to the system—in more ways than one.
Even if he can wrap his head around what
love is and how relationships work, Ashraf’s not sure this is viable. He’s
hydrophobic. And Jamie’s entire world revolves around the sea. What’s the point
of trying if so much of Jamie’s life is inaccessible to Ashraf?
But Ashraf has vastly underestimated the
pull of loving Jamie. For the first time, he wants to face the water, rather
than flee from it. He has underestimated the power of love in making people
brave, stupid, or a little bit of both.
Maybe it’s time to take a leap—and sink
or swim.
Excerpt
Life Underwater
Matthew J. Metzger © 2018
All Rights Reserved
Chapter One
He was getting funny looks.
It was an airport. Of course he was. It
didn’t matter that he was waiting at the arrivals gate, and he didn’t have a
bag. Ashraf always got funny looks in airports.
For once, though, he didn’t care.
Because the flight from Sydney had
clicked over to “arrived” nearly forty-five minutes ago. And Australian accents
were starting to float out of the tunnel. His phone had already beeped in his
pocket twice.
Jamie: Landed safe, see you soon, love
you! xxx
Followed, not ten minutes later, by a
second.
Jamie: Don’t go to mosque tonight? I
want you all to myself. Please? xxx
Six weeks was almost over.
Mosque could definitely wait.
He saw Professor Hanley first, with his
customary battered backpack and fresh-from-the-jungle look. The man was a
walking biohazard, and ticked every one of the absent-minded professor
stereotypes, from the shabby jacket with the patched elbows to the
Einstein-after-electrocution haircut. At his elbow loped his research
assistant, George, looking like he’d not slept for the whole trip. He probably
hadn’t. And behind them, weighed down with souvenirs and suntans, their brand
new PhD students, Meg and Jamie.
Ashraf began to smile.
The sight of Jamie, even after six
weeks, was as familiar as though it had been six hours. That fluffy beanie hat.
The strays of light-brown hair escaping around the edges. The spray of freckles
that had eluded the sun cream. The small ears and sharp jaw, where Ashraf liked
to trail his fingers down from shell to shoulder and feel the life underneath
his touch. The bright, brilliant brown eyes that would dim shyly when he did.
That lit up like fireworks in the dark
when their gazes met.
“Ashraf!”
The yell was like coming home. Warm.
Wanted. Safe—even if the weight that smashed into his chest was anything but.
Ashraf staggered, squeezing tight around skinny shoulders and trying to breathe
past the scarf that smothered his face. Legs snaked around his thighs and clung
too. He hadn’t had a four-limbed hug in six weeks, and he never wanted to put
them down.
But he did.
If only to catch both arms around a lean
back, and kiss them.
Fists clutched at the front of his
jacket. That beautiful face turned up into his own. Feet pushed up into perfect
ballet points, and Ashraf could have stayed right there, holding his entire
world in the circle of his arms, holding that weight like it was nothing,
forever.
Even if he wasn’t allowed.
The kiss was broken by a laugh, a nose
rubbing against his own, and the brightest eyes in the world.
“Welcome home, Jamie.”
“Missed you,” Jamie enthused and
wriggled against his chest as though hugging, without actually putting their
arms around him. “What are you doing here? I was all set to surprise you at
work!”
“I win,” Ashraf said simply and
squeezed. Jamie squeaked, coming up off their feet entirely. “I borrowed
Tariq’s car.”
“Oh my God!”
“So do you need to go back with the
others, or…”
“Or,” Jamie said firmly and bounced up
on the balls of their feet again to deliver a short, sharp kiss. “Let me just
say goodbye. Stay right there. Right there!”
Ashraf obeyed. He couldn’t stop smiling.
He was getting funny looks again, but for an entirely different reason. Six
weeks had been hard—but harder than he’d realised when Jamie smiled like that.
Missing them had turned into a sharp, awful pain just with that one smile, and
Ashraf didn’t even like the ten feet that parted them as Jamie ricocheted
around the others, collecting hugs from Meg and the professor, and pompously
shaking George’s hand before dragging him into a hug too.
So when they came back, still wearing
their entire personality on their face, Ashraf reeled them in by the jacket and
locked his arms around the small of their back.
“Hello,” Jamie whispered against his
mouth.
Ashraf silenced them, but only briefly
before the laugh spoiled it, and Jamie was nuzzling his cheek.
“You’ve not shaved.”
So?
“I like the bearded look. Very
professorial.”
Good.
“Bet Tariq doesn’t know you borrowed the
car to pick me up.”
Nope.
“Bet he’d be pretty upset to get sin all
over it too.”
Probably.
“Want to get sin all over it?”
“Yes.”
A smile creased against his cheek, and
teeth gnawed lightly on his jaw before the warmth, the weight, the wonder,
pulled away. The loss was staggering. Painful. Too soon.
“Come on,” Jamie said. “Take me home in
style.”
Ashraf slid their fingers together and
decided to take the scenic route.
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Meet the Author
Matthew J. Metzger is an ace, trans author posing as a functional human being in the wilds of Yorkshire, England. Although mainly a writer of contemporary, working-class romance, he also strays into fantasy when the mood strikes. Whatever the genre, the focus is inevitably on queer characters and their relationships, be they familial, platonic, sexual, or romantic.When not crunching numbers at his day job, or writing books by night, Matthew can be found tweeting from the gym, being used as a pillow by his cat, or trying to keep his website in some semblance of order.
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